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I go back to December

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 18, 2010, 4:29 PM
I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier then ever.
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why.


Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses
and I left them there to die.


So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you
saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December all the time.


Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized
what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December,
turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.


These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall.


Then the cold came, the dark days
when fear crept into my mind.
You gave me all your love
and all I gave you was goodbye.


I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile,
so good to me, so right,
And how you held me in your arms
that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry.


Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again
I swear I'd love you right.
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I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand.


But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you
saying I'm sorry for that night,


And I go back to December.
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Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized
what I had when you were mine.


I'd go back to December
turn around and make it alright.
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I'd go back to December
turn around and change my own mind.


I go back to December all the time.

All the time


Song by Taylor Swift
You can listen to it here [link]


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A Rescuer's poem


I am an Animal Rescuer
My job is to assist God's creatures.
I was born with the drive to fulfill their needs.
I take in helpless, unwanted, homeless creatures without planning or selection.
I have bought dog food with my last dime
I have patted a mangy head with a bare hand
I have hugged someone vicious and afraid
I have fallen in love a thousand times
And I have cried into the fur of a lifeless body
too many times to count.
I have animal friends and friends who have animal friends.
I don't often use the word "pet".
I notice those lost at the road side and my heart aches
I will hand raise a field mouse
and make friends with a vulture
I know of no creature unworthy of my time.
I want to live forever if there aren't any animals in Heaven
but I believe there are
Why would God make something so perfect
and leave it behind
Some may think we are master of the animals
But the animals have mastered themselves
Something people still haven't learned
War and abuse make me hurt for the world
But a rescue that makes the news gives me hope for mankind
We are a quiet but determined army
And we are making a difference every day
There is nothing more necessary than warming an orphan
Nothing more rewarding than saving a life
No higher recognition than watching them thrive
There is no greater joy than seeing a baby play
who only days ago, was too weak to eat
By the love of those who I've been privileged to rescue
I have been rescued
I know what true unconditional love really is
for I've seen it shining in the eyes of so many
Grateful for so little
I am an Animal Rescuer
My work is never done
My home is never quiet
My wallet is always empty
But my heart is always full

Written from a wild heart by:
Annette King-Tucker, Animal Rescuer

Wild Heart Ranch Wildlife Rescue




The Animal Rescue Site





The people that I admire and call my friends....

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:iconbaby-snakes: :iconadahy: :icono0oluxo0o: :iconheyburton: :iconyukkabelle:







My Heart....











  • Mood: Love Dazed
  • Listening to: Head and Following my Heart
  • Reading: Something More
  • Watching: Mikey as always
  • Playing: No Games
  • Eating: In
  • Drinking: Water
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~Basistka Dec 25, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
thank you :D
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:icono0oluxo0o:
Great Collection Jen! :hug:
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~colinlover45 Dec 19, 2010  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for featuring my photo! Amazing poem btw :)
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=ibjennyjenny Dec 19, 2010   Photographer
Your welcome and thank you.
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~colinlover45 Dec 21, 2010  Student Digital Artist
no problem
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~psychotic-basterd Dec 19, 2010  Student Filmographer
Amazing. :love:
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=ibjennyjenny Dec 19, 2010   Photographer
Thank you
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Very beautiful journal.:rose:
I wish you and your family a wonderful Christmas time.:hug:santa:
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=ibjennyjenny Dec 19, 2010   Photographer
Thank you and Merry Christmas to you and yours as well.
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