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Suicide is No Solution
On this day 8 years ago, my life changed in a way that I never could have anticipated.
On August 9, 2008, my best friend Patrick took his own life at my home.
Suicide is an absolute game changer, nothing in this world has ever felt the same since that day.
I see everything in a different light than I once did. I look at people differently.
I look at situations and sense things that I never did before.
The fragility of life has given me an awareness that I never had before that day.
Patrick suffered from depression/anxiety/panic disorder.
These 3 disorders together can prove to be a deadly mix if not treated.
I didn't know all this th
My Deviantart Experience
I remember when I first came to Deviantart 9 years ago...I had no idea at all what this place would eventually mean to me.
I was a new Photographer, mostly as a hobby then. I had a strong interest in Photoshop too.
I don't even know what I was looking for when I signed up here but what I found has helped to shape me not only as a photographer but as a person as well.
I have met friends here, real friends that I am still friends with today.
I look back at my Journal entries and its like taking a step back in time...I see posts about my daughter she was 2 years old when I first came here, she is 11 now. I see posts about my cat Mikey, my b
I want to Download stuff from HERE! Thanks.
I remember a time when I could look through the resources and stock images category here on DA and find amazing resources that I could actually download from HERE. Now, almost every one of them link out to their own website or where ever. It's a drag because if I am looking here for resources, I want to download them from here because it's so much easier and safer.
I am all for advertising your website here, I always include a link to my website in the description but whatever I am offering to download you can almost always download right here from DA.
And we need a "Free" Category now.
Just my thoughts. LOL
Why you gotta be so mean?
You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like a nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I'm woundedYou, picking on the weaker man
I walk with my head down
Trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again
I bet you got pushed around
Somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now
'Cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know, what you don't know...
Someday I'll be living in a big ole cityAnd all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't
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If you're near the Portland area, Dove Lewis is really good with emergency cases. Also, check the Beaverton/Hillsboro area; they have good vet clinics there. My grandparents use Rock Creek Animal Hospital and their prices are decent. A lot of vet clinics in the Portlad area offer pet insurance and/or payment plans. That might be something to look into. I hope this helps